Tuesday, February 17, 2009

What Not to Wear: 80s lady at work

For months now I have been harboring a secret fantasy. I have an imaginary project where I somehow become friends with the shoulder pad wearing, hairspray abusing lady who works at my hospital.

Now you may wonder why this has to be a fantasy. Well she doesnt work in my office and may not even work in my building but her situation is so desperate that out of the kindness of my heart I want to be her friend so I can help her...(Eat that Angelina fricking Jolie)

If that woman has stepped in a clothing store since 1983, I will eat my socks. Take today for instance. She had her hair done up in all its teased hairsprayed glory, with the big frizzy curls and the wierd split up bangs. She was wearing a wine red suit jacket, with shoulder pads, that was too tight. Just so it could match with the too-short black skirt, the suit jacket had a Black fungal looking vine on the shoulders and chest. The skirt like I mentioned was too short and too tight, with a slit up the side. To crown it off she had sheer whitish tights and her white running shoes.

Now you understand why this situation is so dire. I really desperately need to nominate this woman for 'What not to wear'. Unfortunately, the show doesnt take anonymous nominators. But if they did this is probably what I would say.


Dear Stacy and Clinton,

sometimes in life, one has to choose between what is right and what is necessary. Well this is saving the world from nuclear fall-out kind of necessary. The green house gases this woman emits every morning from her hair spray can alone is enough to show you that you would be doing the world a humanitarian favor if you took Ms. BIDMC 1983 under your wing and dragged her kicking and screaming to 2009.
I wish I had photographic evidence but you are going to have to trust me Stacy and Clinton, as much as I am trusting you.

Your sincerely,

a concerned citizen of the world.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Avoiding Vals Day Posts and strange men......

I have a loyal reader, who was kind of upset that I did not update over the weekend. I figured I owed her an explanation and an apology.



So here is the explanation.

I had to ask myself if i was going to write a celebration of love in all its forms- family, friendships, anything but romantic love....you know avoiding the gaping whole by filling it with something else.....now if you know me you are probably like....'who the hell are you and where have you put my friend'....it is contrary to my nature to write uplifting stuff, it sucks but it just is. So I spared myself and you the fake sentimentality. Now dont get me wrong. I am all about loving families but Valentine's Day is not so much about that, that's what we have Mother's and Father's Days for.



On the other hand, I could write a lovely anti-Valentine about how much love hurts....sometimes literally (cue Rihanna....P.S. Anyone see a Halle Berry part 2 coming up) . Unfortunately, there are 2 topics even I cannot be too cynical about: Religion and Love. I believe too much in their intrinsic value and centrality to human living to take a mick out of it. I simply cannot wallow in all the many instances when it all goes so 'shitastically'* wrong.



Instead I am going to share two interesting experiences from the Valentine weekend.

I had the amazing (= extremely unhappy) experience of using the T alone on V-Day as I made my way from Brighton to Cambridge to meet up with friends. If there was an unhappy couple in Boston, they were all hiding in their caves in the bottom of the twilight zone. Every where I looked there were happy canoodling dressed up couples everywhere. But underneath all the love I noticed something kind of heartbreaking. There was only one, (yep uno, une....) couple that included a Black woman.



Yep. You hear the crazy stats about how like almost 50 % of Black women are never married and you think someone is making it up but then you commute on Vals Day and suddenly you are like....HOLY COW, this may actually be kinda true.



Now the interesting thing is Boston is not the Brownest city in America, and all the Brown people live in the same neighborhoods so for all I know all these brown people were having an orgy of love and togetherness in Roxbury and Dorchester but in my little slice of the Bean it was practically zilch....



Suddenly this is beginning to sound like the anti-Valentine blog I promised not to write, but never fear, my life would not be my own if a good dose of the absurd didn't always creep into my reality.



Fast forward past Saturday night to Sunday morning when I decide to get my regular dose of love in the Romance Novel section of Borders.
I am totally engrossed in my novel, when this guy says he wishes to have some female insight into a problem he has. We have a perfectly lovely conversation when he asks me to go out for a drink. This is where the eternal sunshine of the Janice mind comes into effect. Somehow I thought when he said drink he meant coffee. Imagine my surprise when we ended up at an Irish pub. Okay at this point in the story, I realise that I am obviously engaged in the dating ritual, which I had not signed up for at all. The full details of this event are best told in person, so for further deets contact me directly...lol ;-)

That said, I learnt some interesting things that is worth sharing.

You know how you watch rom-coms and the guy actually asks the girl out for a drink? Well this is the first time something like that has ever happened to me. Not a 'freak danced on you at the club and now wants to drag you home kind-of event', or 'a friend of a friend of a friend', but an honest to goodness 'Would you like to go for a drink'...hmmmm

It was also wierd because I never expected that this question would be coming from an Iranian dude called Hossein....yep you heard me right, talk about differences.

In the end it was a sort of full circle weekend for me. Saturday spent feeling kinda crummy about being single and then Sunday spent realising that I had options not to be single but that I actually love being without the entaglements of relationships.

I guess this post is the Valentine to 'All my single ladies' . You have options, and being single is a great choice amongst those options....muah....

After this convoluted explanation, I am also going to add on the apology. Dear my one fan, sorry I haven't updated in a bit....lol

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Flav, New York and other race embarassments...

There are certain people that have always irked me intensely. To be honest some individuals have strengthened my faith in God, because only a loving and accomodating individual could let Flava Flav, Paris Hilton and Bai Ling exist and even procreate. If Evolution theory were true, humankind would NEVER have been let down the evolutionary dead-end that are these individuals. I am personally anticipating the apocalypse if for no reason than that I am afraid of how much lower humanity will sink as time passes.......Jesus when are you coming? I am afraid of a world in which Paris Hilton is someone's mother....YIKES

Below is a list of my 'favorite' living-beings who make me squirm:

-Flava Flav- this crusty KNEE-gro single-handedly set back the civil rights movement at least 50 years. I understand that he had bills to pay but DAMN....to go from 'Fighting the Power' to selling out to the Power by acting the buffoon for the pleasure of his discerning viewership is just too much for me.....Plus I secretly hate him even more becuase he has disgusting hooves for feet.

-Ray J- he unleashed Kim Kardasian on us with that stupid home-made porno for which I will loathe him forever, and now he has replaced Flav as the Ghetto-bachelor. Apparently white women get lawyers and doctors, Black women get Ray J. All I want is a re-fund.

-Tiffany 'New York' Pollard- Ahhhh the train wreck that is this woman....I love that one of the few representations of Black femininity on TV is this woman. Who doesnt want a marginally attractive, loudmouthed witch to represent her ilk on TV?......I also love sarcasm

But dont worry, the turdification of culture cannot be hang only on hip-hop and Black people....there is enough racial shame to go well around

Casts of Rock of love and most of those VH1 and MTV shows: One word. STRIPPERS!!! STRIPPERS!!STRIPPERS!! Apparently my mother lied to me about what men want. Who knew they wanted women with larger chests than IQs or vocabulary to be the mothers of their unintelligent dynasties....DAMN. It is hard to watch these sad examples of humanity and not want to cry....

Paris Hilton- it is sad that an heiress from a longstanding legacy could be so classless.......and also so diseased. I am afraid to look at her without covering my eyes with a condom.

The list goes on and on and on......This will be a running conversation because until Jesus comes people will continue to sink lower than rock bottom, and I am going to have to judge them.....

Some stories DO NOT have a 2nd point of view....

I have been following the Chris Brown-Rihanna debacle very closely because I have voyeurisitic tendencies...lol....Mostly it is because it is everywhere.

What has surprised me (frankly you would think a cynic like me is past being surprised) is the vitriol levelled at Rihanna by some posters on the 'urban' blogs. They are suggesting that she somehow earned this or that we do not yet know the whole story so we should not condemn Chris Brown.
This got me thinking on possible scenarios that these apologists fathom makes this act okay

I offer for your viewing pleasure a few possibilities of my own

1) An elf was trying to attack Chris Brown's family jewels and in his attempt to shake off said elf he rammed the creature into Rihanna face multiple times and left her badly banged up.

2) A mugger held them up at gun point and threatened that if Chris Brown didn't bite and punch Rihanna in the face he would shoot them both and so to save their lives he did what he had to do....

You will notice something about these scenarios: They are very unlikely.

My point here is that there can be no real justification for an act of violence of this magnitude against a woman. Even if she 'started it' that to me is a null/void/moot point. Why? Because there is a VAST difference between, restraining some one, shaking someone, slapping someone( you are already pushing it buster) and having them 'accidently' walk into your fists and teeth.


What makes me mad is how quickly this story is beginning to thread the well-worn narrative path.

First the spin started as a Romeo and Juliet romantic tragedy. Then it slowly devolved into 'society' once again 'misjudging' an up-coming young Black man and attempting to ruin his success, now the girl (who by the way is the victim) has been co-opted into the story as some 'Desdemona' character who is aiding and abetting his fall. RIGHT.
Forget that he comitted a crime and should be punished. It is 'The Man' out to get him aided by this Benedict Arnold Black woman.

This event got me thinking in a larger context of how little justice women can expect when violent crimes, especially of a sexual nature are commited against us.

Remember when R.Kelly got into his scandal with the 14 yr old girl....I remember the sick feeling I had when I read people say that because the girl knew her way around a man's body, R. Kelly was not in the wrong.....WOW....She may have been a mere 14 and he was a fully grown 34, but somehow it became her fault that he had broken the law. In this case also, even though Rihanna is the one with the swollen face, it will be her fault. After all everyone knows some women are tempestous and hard to control so, he had to be a man and handle his business.....

What is sad is, like with all those other celebrity 'mistakes' and foibles, Chris Brown will eventually go on the Kobe Bryant/T.I. apology tour and end up doing just fine and everyone will forgive and forget like they tried to do for MJ multple times.....

Well in my small corner of the world this is still not okay. Yes, some stories have gray areas, BUT this one is pretty Black and White to me...or at least in this case 'black and blue'.